Blessed I am today as I have been. I watched "It's a Wonderful Life" again last night. It seems as though I lived that kind of life but in a longer span of time. Of course, this is what the movie is portraying. Life can be tough. But it's about getting an attitudinal change. That's difficult to do. That took me at least 5 years to do. Just to understand the concept it took a few years of partial re-socialization. Most people don't have that luxury to live in a different place with different people and somehow see yourself different so that you can more aware of faults, goods, bads, and follies. I am blessed. When you find those opportunities, just jump, you'll live better.